We may never understand them, but we have to believe that it's for the BEST.
even if, it doesn't seem that way. :'> :O :"(
The Perks of being a Wallflower. (review)
September 30, 2010I’ve finished reading “The Perks of being a wallflower” last night. What can I say about it? Apart of me is not really into it… Sorry. TT Maybe because I am too excited to read it or I am so expecting it to be good or tragic or will move me but no. err, I am not really disappointed you know? I think it’s a great book. But yeah, there’s no twist and turns or whatever that I expect.
BUT. (Yes, there is BUT.)
As I said, it is really a great story. stating facts of teenagers like you and me; as what my friend told me, we teenagers can relate to Charlie because we may or may not deny it, we had all experience that situations, we all had uncertainties in life. And I’m like charlie, telling facts about me,myself and I the only difference is I’m on ONLINE BLOGGING, i’m not sending letters but I am letting you people know about my private life. And I’m not really changing names except my crushes lol. The story is full of true to life circumstances. It’s awkward, yes, because you know IT IS TRUE but heartfelt *smile*
I love what Sam told Charlie in the last pages of the book. If you want to do this, then do it. Don’t hold anything back. And if you really love that person, you must love him/her because he/she is what he/she is. I’m so touched. After that, I went to sleep. But before I close my eyes, I talked to Him. I asked for His forgiveness. I said sorry because we fought again(me and lola) I said sorry because I told Him I wanted to be a good person for Him but that afternoon, I failed Him again. I told Him that I am living my life to the fullest and I am fighting because I want Him to be happy and proud of me. I even cried.
then i received a random quote from my classmate. it goes like,
“mistakes are painful when they happens, but years later, a collection of mistakes is called experience, EXACTLY WHAT LIFE IS MADE OF.
STAY STRONG.”
I feel infinite. I think that was the sweetest moment ever in my life. I’m taking to God, who loves me more that anyone else.
So SMILE. Pray. and FIGHT.
Goodnight!
And oh! I think i have poor review of the book so I recommend you to read THIS REVIEW (clicky clicky) I think his/her opinion is the same 
he’s absolutely NOT interested, only amused. TT_TT
September 25, 2010 how do i start this entry? i dunno. if you’re not really into cheesy crush things don’t continue and stop reading this post after this.
dead or dead?
September 24, 2010Naiinis ako sa sarili ko!!! Hindi na naman ako nakapasok ng Finance, pangatlong absent ko na to. I’m so freakin dead!!! At hindi na rin ako papasok mamaya sa Soc2 dahil sayang lang efforts ko. I’m so pissed. Bakit ba ngayon pa ako nagkasakit kung kelan naman finals na? Lintik na, I’M SOOOOOOO DEAD! T_T
오늘 밤 나만이 아파요 <— bitter. LOL
September 22, 2010Alam ko na kung ano ang meaning ng panaginip ko last week na kinakagat ako ng asong puti na may apoy na batik batik sa katawan… Nawawala sa tamang direksiyon ang mga desisyon ko sa buhay lately. Parang walang certain goal. Totoo na parang binabalewala ko lang ang mga bagay bagay. At siguro napansin yun ni God, at ngayon gusto ko ng baguhin ang mga nakasanayan na.
WISH AND GOALS TO BE SET AND HOPE WILL COME TRUE.
- mag ipon ng pera. napapansin ko na napaka gastasera kong tao. last july halos lahat, NO, LAHAT ng perang regalo saakin at yung allowance ko sa Max’s napunta lang sa tyan ko, na nailabas ko na. Sobrang napaka wala akong kontrol sa pera non. Pero uumpisahan ko ng mag save, oo para gastusin ulit, pero sa mga bagay na karapat dapat pagkagastusan. *winks*
- bumili ng BEANIE. ilang beses ko na bang sinabi sa sarili ko na bibili ako niyan? Pero sa mga walang kwentang bagay napupunta ang dapat iniipon kong pera! kaya main goal ko yan. Payting!
- MAGARAL MABUTI. Ipapasa ko ang lahat ng subject ko ngayong sem. Kailangan ng konting tiyaga, konting sipag at puro DASAL (ika nga ng teacher ko sa PE noong 4th year highschool ako) SOBRANG ITO ANG PINAKA MAIN SA MAIN GOAL NA DAPAT KONG TUPARIN. dahil ito ang magdi desisyon kung….
- PUPUNTA AKO SA GATHERING NG MGA KPOP FANS. mga unnies ko na, naging kausap ko na since last year. Isang taon na din kaming magkakakilala at panahon na para makita naman ang isa’t isa. Huwag po kayong mag alala. Harmless sila. Safe naman ako if ever. at mayayaman sila kaya wala akong problema sa pinansyal na aspeto. CHOS!!! kekeke~ kaya nga ako magiipon ng bongga para sakaling gabihin ako, meron akong sureball na pamasahe.
- SANA DUMATING NA YUNG PINADALA SAAKING CHROME HEART TEES FROM NEW YORK. September 1 yun pinadala anong petsa na???? kayong mga kano kayo, akala ko ba magagaling kayo??? bat wala pa hanggang ngayon? waaaah! chrome hearts yon! kalerky ang chrome hearts, isa lang yun sa mga pangarap kong malapit na sana sa aking piling pero ANG TAGAL!! aish~ Nagbigay nun ay isang unnie din na naging ka close ko. Regalo niya daw sa birthday ko. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali, kaya lang kasi ang concern ko baka naligaw. At baka maging bato pa T_T
- MAG BAWAS NG TABA. i know this is kind of funny. cliche much and fcking stupid. in the past 7 years I’m always telling this to people. “magda diet na ako pramis” “talaga? wag kang kakain may spaghetti mamaya” “ay bukas nalang ako mag i start” DANG. I’m not gonna jinx myself again. So, I wont make a promise anymore. I WILL TRY. Why? because i’m going to wear a tube gown on Dec 29, this year. Ikakasal na pinsan ko. At next year yung isa ko namang pinsan. UUUUUUUUUTANG NA LOOB. Ayaw nila akong lubayan!!!! Kaya wala akong palag. T_T At para hindi ko naman maipahiya ang sarili ko tulad ng nangyari sa unang dalawang nagpakasal na na pinsan ko din, gagawin ko na ito. Kontrol lang. Yun lang hihilingin ko sa sarili ko.
-MATULOG NA NG MAAGA. it means mababawasan ang net life ko. Pero kailangan kasi talaga eh. Ako na kasi ang nagsasasaing tuwing alas kwatro y medya ng madaling araw. At para bumilis ang metabolism ko, kailangan ko ng 8 hours sleep. 
it’s gonna be fine. I’m fine. In fact, I started last week. And I’m still active pa naman oh diba?
DANG. That’s a lot of wishes and goals i hope to achieve huh? I will pray. And walk my talk
FANDOM INSERT.
2ne1TV Season 2 episode 2!!!! My ghaaaad~ Dara’s crying because of her desire to be better and she knows she was defeated by herself. Aigoo~ DARA FIGHTING! WE LOVE YOU! Bommie unnie eating corn and talking to the camera, CUTENESS OVERLOAD! Swear she’s my idol! She can make AEGYOness a fun thing to do! Pwahaha~ I’ll watch the rest of the vids so yeah. And the next episode! Heartbreaker! T_T dara getting an IV Drip and [EDITED]Bom’s crying she visited her deceased aunt!!!!!!!!! AIIIIGOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ T_T
on the bright side, their choreographer love Bom! Ke ke ke~ love team love team! XDD
Now off to watch it! BBYONG~
korean twitter anyone?
September 20, 2010I’ve having fun posting my photos on my me2day account. Yes! I have me2day account! Super fangirling na itoooo! Pati site ng mga koreano ininvade ko na. Hahaha
I’ll sleep early tonight. Makikipagsapalaran na naman ako bukas. French and MIS class tomorrow plus SWOT ANALYSIS. Dang! I hate worrying about my dying grades.
Gutbam~~~
happy birthday to the baddest dj on earth LOL
September 17, 2010Goodmorning. It’s exactly 5:22 in the morning today. I decided to post this entry because I’m listening to Potpot and friends of my most favorite and pinaka mabait and pinaka machong DJ Papa Bojie and the most nakakatawa hindi ko na alam ang gagawin pag nagumpisa na siyang maging hyper Papa Jepoy… at nalaman kong birthday pala ni Papa Dan!!! ang pinakamasamang DJ sa balat ng lupa… HAHAHA =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA DAN!!! kahit na iniinsist mong hindi na sapat ang simpleng bati ngayong mga panahong ito sayo. hehehe…
bakit may special space si Papa Dan sa blog ko? Because he never fails to make me laugh every freaking night. I’m always trying to control my laughter because my father might caught me listening on the radio instead of concentrating on my sleep. I looked like an idiot laughing on his simpliest joke like, “HELLO..” “Helllooooo??” “Hello.” Babaw right? You don’t even think it’s a joke. Okay fine. /bleeeh.
He may sounds annoying, he may “bashed” other DJs, he may scold his callers but heck he gave us the most entertaining program every night. So yeah, happy born day babe i mean Papa Dan. LOL Godbless and Take care!!!
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brrrrr… ang sakit at bigat ng ulo ko dahil nagising ako ng napaka aga. Gudlak sakin mamaya sa klase. Aaaargh! Okay Ingat tayong lahat!
korean date anyone?
September 16, 2010I had fun meeting my unnies this afternoon! Yeah, we scheduled a date for the three of us. It’s fun to have friends on the cyber world then you’ll meet them personally. This is what I prefer, rather than GEB with clans~ then symposium??? Ugh. That’s disgusting. Yeah, I, personally think that it’s not my ‘thing’ BUT THIS. This is what I call my world. Meeting with the dorkiest and lovable and decent people is just LOVE. Not to mention that the eldest unnie was very generous! Ay, i laveeet talaga! Had fun fun fun. We talked about everything about KPOP, about issues and stuffs. and the most memorable moment was when we went to a korean convenience store!!! SUPER FUN AND BUSOG!!! You’ll never believe how we love the korean ice cream sandwiches, pocky sticks, and KIMBAP! it’s love!! Ghaaad~ I really had fun!! Sa sobrang saya~ parang gusto kong ulitin! Siempre, mas masaya dahil libre lahat LOL. I’m so freakin tired na~ I’m happy!
2ne1 won on Mnet Countdown! Backsuchyeo FTW!!!! But I really love their Go Away performance.
Anung ibig sabihin nito?? Bakit ang pogi nung Kwon Twin na nag huhug kay Dara?? Hindi pwede itoooo!!!
OKAY I NEED TO SLEEP NA!! FIGHTING~
It hurts slowly but don’t go away because nobody can’t clap your hands like this.
September 12, 2010 WILL SAVED THIS POST FOR MY LOOOOONG RANT ABOUT 2NE1′S BADASS COMEBACK! WITH THEIR THREE, YES, THREE MUSIC VIDEOS AND 3 SPECIAL COMEBACK LIVE PERFORMANCES IN INKIGAYO. I NEED TO WATCH THE MVs AND PERFORMANCES AGAIN SO I CAN GIVE JUSTICE TO THEM. LOL.
(sigh. I just LOVE Fangirling and writing oneshots because it’s the only way I can escaped from this real cruel world. yea, i got 5 on my logic test this midterm. my math and Finance are also dying. PLEASE GOD. 3 is okay for me. )
the title of this entry is very random. Actually I just rambled the songs of To anyone album. It hurts (slow); Go away; Can’t Nobody and Clap your hands. *grins*
[UPDATED]
watching their live performances for the fourth time. Okay, I’ll post now the videos because laziness may strike again tomorrow.
Since the uploaders disabled the embedding of the vids i’ll share the links.
The Live Performances especially Go Away and Clap your hands were so AWEZZZOMME. It’s worth the wait. Love Bommie’s fierce red hair with her powerful voice, CL’s blonde hair and rapping skills, and baby Minji’s not a baby anymore! Dang! She’s so frickin sexy. I want Hwangssabu(YG fam’s gym instructor) to be my personal trainer! She’s just talented, talented, talented. and of course, Sandara Park. She got the swaaaag, she’s gorgeous, she’s dork dork dork dork and she proved herself in these performances. She’s happy, she’s blooming, she improved so much!!! They’re just so great, awesome and I’m not even exaggerating here! Excuse my fangirling energy.
Okay, Let me rant about the performances individually.
Clap your hands is BAD ASS. CL’s the REAL baddest female. Listen how she raps. She just blow all her fans mind. So clean, so genius, so talented. I, myself, finds a way to imitate her when she raps. Okay, yeah I know, I’m fooling myself. I can’t even rap in english or tagalog, asa pa ko pag korean na? Minji, she’s only frickin 15 or 16 years old but dang! she can SING, definitely she has a strong and pure voice, she’s a great dancer and her extensions are just love. Bom’s gorgeous, the red hair suits her and when she’s singing the chorus you can’t help but to dance and sing along with her! Dara. Would you believe she’s a rapper now? hell yeah! she raps smoothly and I’m now thinking who taught her? Maybe GD? OH NOOOO. lol. I love how Papa YG blocks ALL the youtube videos of this perf. Some people from YT said that maybe it’s because a back up dancer accidentally drops his mask. Ahhh… I really don’t have any idea WHY. 2ne1’s “Eh..eh..eh.. eh…” on the end isssss GAH~ JJANG JJANG JJANG! I want to learn the dance! But before that, MODU BACKSU CHYEO!!!!
Go Away, this is party party style, I really like this one because it’s the Upgraded version of I don’t care and Dara’s voice here is just sooo good! I love the step. love Minji’s hair and eyes her. Her facial expressions was interesting. I love how 2ne1 seem to be having their time of their life in this perf. IT’S SOOOO FUN TO WATCH. This makes me want to form a group and perform like this. Yea, in my dreams. Ke~ oh! that back up dancer was hugging dara is cute. And she’s smiling all the time! Gah~ lol the choreo on “Love is over, love love is over tonight” CUTE! Definitely my favorite. <3
Can’t Nobody, obviously it is edited. notice minji(the girl with multi-colored shirt) aroun 3:08 and 3:10 you can see it’s edited. Well, okay, Bom’s red hair stands here. Her hair is so long, so straight, so shiny shimmering red. She work so hard just to get fit (a lot of people said she GAINED weight, they started issues on her diet so she worked out and had her lettuce diet whatsoever i don’t care she’s pretty, sexy and has a good voice why is people so hard on her?)and YOU CAN SEE THE RESULT. Pretty, gorge Park Bom! CL got a lot of lines here and she work on it so well. You would never doubt she’s the leader at 19. She’s the Baddest Female. Dara rock her hairstyle and really pwned the chorus part.
2NE1 ruled the KPOP world now. They’re back. Watch out!
MUSIC VIDEOS UP NEXT!
it hurts slowly…
September 5, 2010Geez, I’ve been very busy writing fanfics(pr should I say oneshots?) and reading Welcome to The Underworld that’s why I forgot to post any interesting entries. It’s already September! BER months makes me smile because it only means… CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! I hope you guys are excited as I am. =) Well, I’m supposed to be reviewing NOW coz I have 3 more exams tomorrow but heck, I’m still here fangirling. I know my grades will suffer but I’m addicted writing and reading and brainstorming and listening to KPOP music. Excuse me for promoting 2ne1 but exactly 4 days to go before their comeback!!! I’m so excited but I’m not expecting anything so I wont SPOIL my excitement. I dont want to get my hopes up you know. Have you guys listen to their song teaser, “It hurts” ? It’s already on Youtube btw. Yea, TEASER only but IT’S AMAZING! Amazing amazing voices, amazing genre, amazing song and lyrics. BUT YEA, disappointed because Dara only got ONE freakin line on that teaser. I pray to God that the full version wont disappoint us. Okay, I’ll stop my fangirl spazz now.
I took a nap this morning and dreamt of losing all of my teeth. I got scared! Because it’s a BAD sign. A bad bad bad omen. Dang it! I pray to God nothing will happen to my loved ones.
Well, that’s it for tonight I have to go before my father caught me still up. Have a sweet dreams and have a nice week to all!
