quotes that speaks my life.

Never design your character like a garden where anyone can walk. Design it like the sky where everyone desires to reach.

 Learn to wait for the perfect time so that you may discover that all the pain found in waiting has a magnificent and awesome purposes.

What if you are standing between two phone booths and you really need to use one? You can only choose one. The one on the left is functioning well, but someone’s inside. On the right is empty but you’re not sure if it’s broken. Are you going to wait for the one on the left even if you’re not sure when the person would leave? Or would you rather take the chance offered by the right booth even if you’re not certain it would work?

We must understand that love leaves for a reason, but never without a lesson.

Nothing starts easy. Everything begins at some level of difficulty. But one thing beautiful about life is the fact that the most difficult is also the most rewarding and most satisfying.

You’ll never find anybody who achieves great success in life without a “give up” story. Nothing comes free. And there will come a time when you will learn that you too will have to give up something good in order to gain something better.

Don’t love someone who’s already in love with another one, cos if you do, it’s like buying a gun to shoot yourself loaded with unlimited bullets.

The right and true person is not the one that you like and wished for, it’s the one that stands in the background and catches you when you fall. The person who once dreamed of you, but decided to stay in silence.

Wala naman mali kung  aaminin mong in love ka sa kanya. Ang mali ay yung pilit mong itanggi kahit sobrang OBVIOUS na.

You should love the person whose been with you through  the most trying times. Who lied just to make you feel better. Who never stop believing in your weird, complicated excuses. Who face the consequences of your wrong doings. Who encourage you to stand after every downfall. Who manage to be the strongest even in your weakest moment. Love this person for this person is all you got in your darkest hours. Just face the mirror. That person deserve your love too.

One day I asked God a bunch of beautiful flowers, but instead He gave me a cactus with thorns. Later I asked Him to give me butterflies but instead He gave me worms. I was disappointed and I wept. But few days after, I have noticed that the cactus bloomed with beautiful flowers and the worms soon became butterflies. God wants us to wait for the right time, for He knows all the best that He can give.

In love you have to expect absence at some point but that doesn’t mean an end. All you have to do is wait for a time and give the person a space. Because TRUE LOVE is proved when a person has seen the best people in the world but still TURNS BACK TO WHERE YOU ARE.

I’ve realized one thing about life. You can never escape pain but at least you can choose between doing what is right and believing it will be alright.

Letting other things happen doesn’t mean you give up. It’s simply knowing that beyond risking sometimes it falls perfectly after waiting.

The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.

Pag nagbago sayo ang isang tao, wag mong isipin kung ano nagbago sa kanya. Isipin mo kung ano pinagbago mo para magbago siya sayo.

Sometimes you just have to be dirty and useless and ugly to see who your true friend is. Who’ll accept you despite the fact that you’re damn nothing.

If you cant forget someone, do not give yourself to anyone, be brave enough to face that you’re still not prepared. There’s no such thing as using someone to forget but there is such thing called UNFAIR.

Pag nakita mo ang mahal mo na may kasamang iba, aminin mo binubusog mo sa lait ang kasama niya.

May mga bagay na kahit gusto mo, kailangan mong bitawan. May mga tao na kahit napapasaya ka, kailangang iwasan. May mga desisyon na dapat gawin kahit napipilitan. At may mga pagkakataon na kapag ginawa mo ang tama ikaw ang nahihirapan.

Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But its simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, so attainable.  You’re always close enough to touch, but never quite close to hold. And it’s enough to break your heart- Nicholas Sparks.

Nagmahal ako sa sarili kong paraan, nangarap ako sa sarili kong mundo naghintay ako sa sarili kong itinakdang panahon pero ang hindi ko masagot, bakit ikaw pa rin? Kahit nakakapagod.

Never rush in love for it never runs out. Let love be the one knock at your door so by the time you start to fall you know that your feeling is for.

Don’t rush in love because even in fairytales, the happy endings takes place on the last page.

Hindi mo na kailangang maghintay para maalala ka niya. Dahil kung mahalaga ka, alam niya at hindi siya papaya na nagaantay ka.

Life is totally fair. We just see it unfair because its either we expected too much or we already gave up.

The easiest way not to get hurt is not to caer but I guess that’s the hardest thing to do either.

Beginnings are scary. Endings are sad. It’s the middle that counts the most, so don’t look hard for happy endings coz you might miss the best part of the whole story.

If you take time to talk together each day you will never become strangers.

It’s pointless to be in a relationship if you cant see yourself spending the rest of your life with your partner. True love is not a past time. Choose someone whom you can share and talk things with and whom you can be friends with for  when the passion runs out, your love for each other will remain.

Just when we thought we are already matured, unexpected events will make us realize we still have lots of growing up to do.

 There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama. And the people who create it.  And surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but HAPPY.

Always remember that though life is complicated, it is always beautiful.

He’s worth keeping if he sticks with you even when you’re already impossible to deal with.

Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn’t think you wanted.

PS. I just re type all the quotes from my phone. and just one wrong click all of them are now gone. WHAT THE!!!!!I’ll type the other quotes next time

3 little things..

may dalawa akong pending na entry na hindi ko alam kung paano ko tatapusin. pero ito muna ang uunahin ko. Gusto kong umiyak ng sobra sobra at bonggang bongga. yung alam mo un? kasiyahan na may konting halong kadramahan at… katamaran?

anyway, madami akong dahilan kaya gusto kong umiyak pero meron akong TOP 3.

1.) TAPOS NA ANG DAY OFF KO. Ngayon yun. Back to training bukas NAKAKAIYAK DIBA???? 6 DAYS ULIT BAGO AKO MAKAKAPAG ONLINE!!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUU.

2.) NAG NUMBER ONE ANG FAVOURITE BLOG SITE KO SA ISANG 2ne1 VOTING WEBSITE. Doon makikita kung anong websites devoted to 2ne1 ang may pinaka madaming clicks at votes. PUTEK! number one ang blogsite namin!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOO :>

3.) ANG PABORITO KONG BLOGGER AY NAGBALIK PAGKATAPOS NG HALOS DALAWANG TAON. Sarap magmura ng napakadami at sa ibat ibang lengguwahe!!! welcome back SIR!!!!

Mababaw? TOTOO. pero para saakin nakakaiyak. walang basagan ng trip!

Heksayted na akong pumasok bukas. makikita ko uli si kuya jc. MUAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA! sori, ang pogi kasi. :p kita ko facebook nya, may gf na eh. kaya susundin ko na lang ang payo ni Sir b, hanggang tingin na lang muna ako. XDDDD

I changed the font color. PINK?! What the. I wanted to change my template but its hard to design it.

OJT AGAIN TMR. HWAITING!!! )

new found people~

sobrang na miss kitaa!!! ilang days na ba? 3 days? shizz! hindi na ako nakakapag blog! T_T

bakit ba ako parang nawawalang tipaklong sa mundo ng cyber world? nagoojt na po kasi ako. nagsimula ako nung friday. at pangatlong araw ko kahapon. nagkaron na kami ng seperate schedules kaya di na kami magkakasabay kaya ala una pa ang pasok ko. sobrang kulang ako sa oras kaya kailangan tapusin ko to ng 10 30. shizz!

okay naman ang lahat. mababait naman yung mga tao sa establishment na pinasukan ko, kaya lang nag uumpisa na yung mga frustrations ko. onting onti na lang bibingo na saakin si che. akala kasi niya kung makapagsalita siya wala akong ginagawa. hindi nakakatuwa yung mga biro niya, at imbes kampihan niya ako nakikitawa pa siya yung pagalitan ako ni sir b! si sir b ang may hawak ng bar sa resto, at half half po siya kaya expected ko ng lagi akong ookrayin. pero pahiya naman siya. :p kahapon nga pinagalitan niya ko, okay lang sana pero bakit kailangan andun pa si kuya jc! T_T crush ko pa naman yun.. ang pogi eh. fryerman siya kaya nakakainis lagi siyang nakatalikod sakin. pero pag kukuha siya ng tubig an saya! hahaha! nung saturday ko lang siya napansin e. saka kahapon ng umaga nung binigyan niya kaming dalawa ni jen ng upuan habang nasa meeting. ang gentleman no? wahahaha! kinilig pa ako kahapon kasi naglalagay ako ng ice sa baso, biglang pumasok si kuya jc sa loob narinig ko sabi ni kuya don,” ikaw, ah, wag kang papabiktima dito kay parekoy madami ng pinaiyak na babae to” WAAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!! sabayan niyo ako sa kakiligan!!! heh. calm down calm down LOL

pag pumasok na si chad, hindi ako makapag hintay sa reaction niya. malulunod siya kasi halos lahat may itsura sa mga waiters. as in cross my heart! hindi naman ako magsasabi kung di talaga no. at mababait naman silang lahat kahit palagi  na lang nila akong napapansin at inaasar ng paulit ulit. hindi naman ako na ooffend sa mga pang aasar nila e. naooffend ako sa ibang paraan. ewan ko ba bakit ba ganito ako? napaka balat sibuyas ako. =((((((

nung pinagalitan ako ni sir, naalala ko si kuya warren. alam niyo bang carbon copy siya ni loverboy? oo pramis. kahit isang araw lang kami nagkakilala, parang matagal na e.

pero kailangan ko na talagang umalis sa harap ni tamtam ngayon. late na naman ako e. later~

PS. ANG SAKIT NG PAA KO!!! CLOSING AKO NGAYON KAYA MADALING ARAW NA AKO MAKAKAUWI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she doesn’t know how lucky i am to be her best friend~

Thank God, everything is settled down. Issues are now gone. Nag usap na kami ng maayos, at okay naman pala, nothing serious. minsan lang talaga, nadadala ng bugso ng damdamin.

This drama was discussed. Since i like being fair, i’d like to tell that she has some good reasons to be shocked and annoyed when we went to her place. And it’s not because i’m not welcome and blah blahs. So, i just ignored it and this drama was also discussed and i’m happy to say that it’s a relief to have a private talk with your bestfriend.

No more dramas just dilemmas but when you know that your bestfriend is there to support you and God knows how to protect and guide you. why worry?

fixing broken friendship is harder than fixing your broken heart~

We’ve been trying to resolve our issues between each other and I hope after this “masinsinang paguusap” everything will be okay.

And PLEASE STOP LOOKING AT SOMEONE’S FACEBOOK. Please STOP it. MOVE ON araso? Aish.

you don’t care. but i care.

I am supposed to be writing about Babe I love you review but my other best friend just sent me a message saying she has a problem with me and she wants to talk to me before i became the most hated person in the world. And I just want to burst in tears right now. I thought i’m the only one, but i guess we’re even now.

HER WORDS HURTS ME SO MUCH. I just want to talk to her and shout to her face all of my burdens in life.

Stubborn.

I am now listening to this song ONE SIDED LOVE the girl just wrote this song, amazing!

and oh! another kdrama! PERSONAL PREFERENCE starting Lee Min ho. the gu jun pyo of Boys Over Flowers. i think the plot is exciting! will start watching it later tho. anyho, i really like the OST3 of that drama. MAKING LOVE by 4minute!!! A really nice and soothing song, swear! and a modern Korean Drama is really cute. <3

And another KDRAMA! Cinderella’s Sister i watched the trailer, it’s OSM. just checked it on our friend youtube.com <3

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I’ll just rant again. well, afterall, this is the purpose of this blog. to absorb all of the heavy problems inside.

actually i posted this on my fb, so i’ll just copy and paste it here~

hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o tuluyan ng mapupuno sa lola ko.

hindi ko lang nasagot ang tanong niya ng 2 segundo GALIT NG SINIGAWAN AKO. nung sinagot ko na, sumigaw ulit. BAKIT HINDI KA SUMASAGOT?!?!?! eh di sumagot ulit ako. WALA KANG GALANG PASAGOT SAGOT KAPA!!!! sabay, GUSTO MO PA SUMISIGAW AKO! GUSTO MO BANG MAMATAY AKO?! sabay biglang, MAHAL AKO NG MGA APO KO!!! IKAW HINDI!

Taaaaang in……umin moooo!!!!!!

PUT A………..little more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hay. Dunno know where to stand talaga. Naku! Nakakainis talaga promise.

~

I really hate tricia of PBB. Shes ONLY 14?! OH MY GOD. Attitude girl! Attitude!!! ikaw na ang maganda at confident sige!! sus!!!

Tell me where to stand. I, myself, don’t know where.

Sigh. I seriously don’t know what to say, what to rant, what i really want to type without being rude, selfish and whatnot. You see, i’ve been living  my life like a rollercoaster ride these days.

I wasn’t planning anything bad, but I guess my presence wasnt that welcome when we went to aji’s house this afternoon. she doesnt even smiled when i went inside their room. her reaction was, “WHAT THE?! WHAT ARE U DOING HERE?!” I am so disappointed. I felt like crying. Me, so excited to see her, to see her smile and said MISS U POT! and everything. But what I received was the opposite of what i expected to see. And she’s not even interested in talking to me.

The worst part came, they talked about how happy they are when their ‘gang’ met up yesterday and talked about how hard they laughed and blah blahs. i wont feel offended if i enjoy my company. but, seems like, im a bad person so life is being so bad to me too. God is punishing me for being a bad granddaughter. For being a bitch. While they’re happily enjoying their other friends’ company, i was suffering from heartaches because my ‘OWN’ friends aren’t in good terms. They just kept on breaking my heart. It’s as if they enjoyed watching me feel bad in front of others. Sorry, too dramatic. I feel like crying now.

Then, THEY STARTED TALKING ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND’S UPCOMING DEBUT! Yes, you read it right. And her own bestfriend is now having problems because she’s not sure if she can come to her own bestfriend’s party.

This is my problem since last year. I told her I’m not sure because my VERY VERY VERY VERY pa IMPORTANT LOLA isnt gonna let me come. But she insist. She’s getting mad when I mention that im not sure i can go. And she said her mother is going to talk to my lola so she’ll let me. AS IF SHE WILL. Wanna make a bet? She’ll only make a scene. How sure I am? I’ll prove it to you. When I was in third year high school we had a group project. If you say GROUP PROJECT, that AUTOMATICALLY means you have to go to your classmates house. So we went to a friend’s house which is not that far from here. We started doing it, time flies so fast I didn’t noticed it. When i look up at the clock it was 4pm already!! I started to get panicked. I said to our leader that i should go coz someone is waiting for me. But she said, it wasnt finished yet so i cant go. I told her, my grandmother would be so mad. She bravely decided to talked to my grandmother. I said, OK. If that’s WHAT YOU WANT.(im totally pissed off that time already cant she see im hungry? oh God.) I punched our phone number and gave her the receiver. She was smiling and pure of confidence at first but after a few minutes, her smile vanished. Her eyebrows are almost joined together, big bullets of sweats started to form in her forehead and she finally gave up and gave to me the receiver. I asked her, “what did she said?” ”sabi niya, ay nako wala akong kasama dito, kailangan pa ng magluluto kasi wala kaming katulong kailangan na talagang umuwi niyan, nahihilo pa ako masakit ang ganito ko bla bla bla” See? Now you know? I dont want to repeat that again. I dont want to lose my face on my bestfriend’s mother. This will be so embarrassing I tell youuuu!  So I just keep my mouth shut and let the other topics come before it turns out in a fight.

I just dunno what to do. AND MY VERY OWN OTHER BEST FRIEND WASNT HELPING ME.

She was like, ‘Ano ba yan palagi na lang ganyan pero sa ibang kaibigan mo sumasama ka.’ When i told her i cant come because i have work ‘ ANO?! DUTY? PWEDE MO NAMANG ABSENAN EH!’

TANG*NA I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cant she understand my situation?!?!?! We were always like this. We were always like this. She’s always at the opposite side. She’s always on the right whilst im on the left.

CAN SHE SUPPORT ME?! JUST FOR THIS TIME?!?! This is shit i tell you.

I am so close to tears right now. I feel like I’m alone with no one to lean on. I can’t handle this situation anymore.

:(

Close to tears. Aigooo. I’m such a crybaby. Can someone please try to talk some sense to them and make them understand that this is not easy as they thought it is. and they’re making me suffer. They didnt know how much it hurts me that i wont be able to attend my best friends’ debut. This HURTS ME A MORE THAN THEY THOUGHT!

I want to go. I want to join. I want to join and her and witness her party for being an official young lady. But what can i do if someone wont let me to?

Sighhhhhh. Problems. They keep on coming. Sometimes I just want to run away.

I’d rather be alone than staying with them while they’re slowly killing me softly.

And my grandmother is trying to add some problems! her heart is enlarging. its not allowed to make her upset. she’s the one to blame okay? BLAME HERSELF FOR BEING SOOOOOO!! Aish! See? I’m having a hard time expressing myself without being so BLUNT at my words!!!!!!

I feel like I’m dying. Slowly. Slowly. Slowly.

Who wants to join me?

PS. She texted me saying sorry because she’s preparing a surprise video for her birthday. Good for her, shes sure she can go and have a good time. Good for them.

let your body work it!

This is just so great. I thought we’re going to start soon but i think we’re gonna start LATER. we have to pass first, this so called “training exam” before we can work. or should i say ojt? ha. after those times, efforts and money we had wasted, it seems like we are already working to earn money. oh life.

I can’t just fail this heaven-knows-i-hate exam. I need to start because we are running out of time! We are in the midst of April! and we have to work for 400 hours! 50 days. minus april 20. Jeez!

But oh well, at least i have life. At least I’m busy. At least I AM SO BUSY I DONT HAVE TO DWELL  ABOUT BITTERNESS AND HATRED AND FEEL NOSTALGIC because May is coming.

Aigoo! Speaking of bitterness and nostalgia, What about She’s gone? I want to write it badly. Neh. I’m going to write the epilogue of Haru Haru. Jay is talking to me again! But I want to feel his anger first. His rage is not enough. I need strong inspiration. She’s gone is a strong song. Kush and GD Oppa sings with emotion there. Cmon Jay! Talk to me! I need you! LOL

That’s all for tonight i have class tmr. Goodnight!

amazing views!

Natutuwa ako magbasa ng fan fiction stories, pero bigla ko na lang nakita ang anime na ‘to.

I love and miss watching animes!!!

THIS IS A MUST WATCHED!

Kaichou Wa Maid Sama

I am having fun watching it right now.

and oh, my blog’s manager is tipsy tonight. aigoooo!!! shes slowly learning how to be a drunken master huh?! LOL XD

and oh this is AMAZING, EARTH HOUR!!!!

that’s all GOODNIGHT!

#6. I AM BORING.

RANDOM FACTS about me:

1. kapag kumukopya ako, kung ano ang sulat ng kinokopyahan ko yun din ang sulat ko. and, if the ink is ugly, my writing is ugly.

2. I started reading Sweet Valley Kids nung Grade 4 ako. Simula non, naaddict na ako sa pagbabasa.

3. I’m extremely afraid of getting injections. Then i will realized, di naman pala ganon kasakit. Except yung mga skin test! aigooo T.T

4. Diamonds are very unappealing to me. I dont like alahas.

5. I delete messages on my phone whenever I’m bored.

6. im the type of girl that looks BORING, the one you’d overlook, she’d be your LAST choice.

7. Hindi ako nasanay na spoiled. Hindi tulad ng ibang batang kapag sinama mo sa grocery store kung ano ano ang tinuturo. I don’t like forcing people.

8. I don’t like rejection. At kapag sobrang na hurt mo ako sa rejection mo, it means, you’re important to me.

9. Masakit man sa pride na aminin, sobrang PARANOID ako. as in kahit wala sa lugar.

10. I don’t like it when some rude and insensitive people calls me “BABOY” “FAT” “TABA” o kahit gawin nilang pang asar man saakin. well, kung gusto lang nilang saktan ang damdamin ko, nagtagumpay sila.

11. The more you persuade me to do something the more i will NOT do it. vice versa.

12. PINAKA AYOKONG SITWASYON. walang kuryente, walang tubig at walang KAIBIGAN.

13. I don’t like public speaking. because I am boring.

14. shy type at quiet girl ako sa umpisa. pero pag komportable na ako sayo, sasabayan pa kita

15. I love it when i make other people happy. It’s a relief!

16. I day dream a lot. I think about random things.

17. madali akong makalimot.

18. madali akong magsawa.

19. I hate math. anything related in math. except money. i need it.

20. I love funny people. I love to laugh. Like what Anne Curtis said on her twitter,” I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it’s the thing I like the most. It cures a multitude of ills. It’s prolly the most important thing in a person.”

21. I am obsessed fangirl. That was random.

22. Kapag may gusto akong gawin, gagawin ko. Gagawa ako ng kahit anong paraan magawa ko lang yon.

23. I like staying at home. But when my grandmother starts yelling at me, i go out.

24. I believe everything happens for a reason. I know, God perfectly knows how to hold my future. I trust God. (via ihatequotes)

25. I am still hoping that someday, I will meet the right one for me. But of course before that, I want to reach my dreams, my goals and my G Dragon. XD

26. I want to make a history before I die. but i dont think that will happen.

27. when i was young, i love astronomy. thats why my first dream is to a scientist.

28. I like good looking boys. At first glance. Nakakaturn off pa din po ang personality, TOTOO YAN.

29. I am aware that i’m not that talented and i’m a bit worthless.

30. I am insecure. ALWAYS.

I am tagging unnie, kuya chep and those people who stumbled at this entry. I know, you want to do it too! Cmon! dont be shy!

Interesting Personality test! ( a must try!)

may sinend sakin si Pauwie sa fb about this.

DALAI LAMA PERSONALITY TEST

WARNING! You must click that first, answer and find out what is your personality. I would be so mad if you dont try it and you cheated!!!! XD

Ask for my results here it is. (WARNING! PLEASE DO NOT SCROLL DOWN IF YOU HAVENT TAKEN THE TEST YET!)

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1-st question. Priorities in your life:

1: PRIDE ( i am actually SURPRISED when i saw that this is number one. PRIDE? do i even have that?)
2: CAREER ( i think so.)
3: FAMILY (family over friends? well, friends are my family!)
4: MONEY ( OH YES )
5: LOVE (I AM SHOCKED TOO. mas gusto ko pang love ang number 1 )


2-nd question:

protective implies your own personality. ( OOOOOOHHHH.)
caring implies personality of your partner. (OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH.)
annoying implies the personality of your enemies ( i KNOOOOOOOOW. )
delicious- It is how you interpret sex. (AiGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
amazing implies your own life. (YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!)


3-rd question: 

g dragon - Someone you will never forget. (*cough cough* who? GD? OH MY GOD! XD)
pauline - Someone you consider your true friend. (talaga lang ha? JOKE! )
erikah - Someone that you really love. (*nods nods*)
regine - Your twin soul. (soul lang? XD)
father - Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life. (awwwww. this is LOVE )

You have to send this test to as many persons as your favorite number (16) and your wish will come true on the day that you recorded (thursday).

This is what the Dalai Lama has said about the Millennium - just take a few seconds to look it up, read it and think.

Do not put away this message, the mantra will come out from your hands in the next 96 hours. You will have a very pleasant surprise.

This is true, even if you are not superstitious. Please do this. It is fascinating.

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fascinating indeed. whats your result?

pasilip sa mga ideya sa utak ko…

my day is not that good but not that bad too.  

•  aigoo~ bukas pa medical namin… aish! kinakabahan ako puro turok kami tmr. things i should not forget to do tmr. maglinis ng kuko sa paa, maglinis ng tenga, stool and urine at ihanda ang sarili para sa pagkuha ng dugo. anu be, kagat lang ng langgam un eh. langgam na elepante.

• dahil sa kalokohan ng kaibigan ko, sobrang curious siya, pati ako na ko curious na laging tingnan ang facebook ni FL(FIRST LOVE)/ LTC (LONG TIME CRUSH at may bago na ngayon, LB. LOVER BOY. LOL in add ba naman ng lukaret! inasar asar pa ako na kesyo online daw at magkasunod pa kami sa list niya. nagpa kwento pa ng istorya ng pagkakakilala namin! ang pinaka masaklap pa sa lahat, kinikilig daw siya. putek~

• dahil sa lover boy na yan, napanaginipan ko tuloy! ang hindi ko lang sure eh kung siya ba un o G Dragon? bago kasi ako matulog, nagka pervy thoughts ako kay kwon leadah.. heh. ano ba yan na type ko?! erase erase.. … …. hala!! bat ayaw ma erase!!!! HINDI YAN TOTOOO!!! malinis akong babae!!! aigoo~ basta ang naalala ko, nakakandong daw ako kay loverboy/gdragon at bigla daw niyang kinuha ang kamay ko para alisin ang mga dumi sa mga daliri ko sa kamay. Isa  na ba itong… sign??? sign na linisin ang mga daliri ko? hahahahahahhaha! di joke lang. i’ll just keep my thoughts for myself. But pauwie, do u like to know what is it? LOL

• Speaking of dreams about G DRAGON, nakailang panaginip na ba ako sa kanya? tatlo, apat? sobra na ang pagmamahal ko sa koreanong yun ah! kung si kim bum, apat na buwan lang kami nagtagal, si GD, almost 9 or 10 months??? MY GULAY! fighting kwon leadah! (please forgive a crazy fangirl here.)

• sayang di kami natuloy ni pauwie na mag ice cream. namulubi kasi ako eh. ang tanga kasi. napalayo pa kami samantalang kung dun kami sa isa dumaan, napalapit na kami, nakatipid pa. kutusan ko yang supervisor na yan eh! nakasira pa tuloy ako ng pwesto kanina sa kanto ng footbridge dahil sa kakatawa ko. nakakahiya tuloy aigoo~

• i have a very very very bad news. feeling ko di ko na itutuloy ung one shot fic ko na 1 year station inspired by GD from his song, 1 year station. Pano kasi, nung isang gabi habang ginagawa ko yun, naiisip ko yung pwedeng mangyari. Bigla ko na lang naisip ung time na pumunta ako sa National Bookstore at tiningnan ko yung book na Dear John. Hindi ko pa siya nababasa totally pero feeling ko parang parehas sila ng storyline kanina naman nakikinig ako ng kanta ni Lee Seung Chul na Love is so difficult, may nakita akong korean movie sa gilid. pagka click ko, nakita ko ung synopsis parehas din ng fic ko! kaya ayun, hindi ko nalang gagawin kasi parang feeling ko common na ung story. and i dont think i can give justice to my story since im not capable of making my Haru Haru fic a better one. Filipino at bitin pa din siya hanggang ngayon. Sigh. Yes, i am planning to make a sequel… or epilogue maybe? Hay naman!

• Speaking of korean movies, hindi ko pa natatapos ung He was cool parang gusto ko ng simulan panuorin ang My tutor Friend 2 at Crazy for wait Psh. As if namang matatapos ko lahat gawin at panuorin ang lahat ng gusto kong gawin eh sobrang kulang ako sa oras. Hindi pa ako pwedeng magtagal sa piling ni tamtam… kawawa naman ang fangirl life ko!

• What else what else huh? Yes. I want to slap and kick myself for being so matakaw and so boba! A pabo!!! aigoooo Instead of ordering orange chicken that cost 114 plus reg coke I SHOULD HAVE JUST ORDERED value meal(?) Ya, it will only cost me 50 freaking pesos. WHAT THE HECK DIBA?! I AM SO TANGA! hindi talaga ako marunong at madiskarte sa buhay. Lord, paki bigyan nga ako kahit konting utak man lang… Please?

• Matagal ko ng gusto tong i share sa inyo. FMYLIFE.COM are u so depressed because your life seems like pissing the hell out of you? why dont u go here and read some funny stories about other people who turns their mistakes into a abso-fucking-lutely funny momentos. =) ENJOY!!!

• Kagabi napagtripan kong i google lahaaaat ng anime na naging parte ng childhood ko. Soooobrang dami pala nila at mas madadagdagan pa pag nasipagan ulit akong maghanap. Sobrang saya ko kagabi kasi sobrang nostalgic eh.

Lord, sana po huwag akong magwala bukas pag naturukan na ako ng karayom sa balat.

Sana’y naaliw ko kayo. PAALALA. huwag kalimutang mag pray kay God at manuod ng mga korean movies, araso?

GOODNIGHT! =)

*aigoo~ unti unti na naman akong nababadtrip!! una, yung ini edit kong entry kanina nawala! sayang yung efforts kong maging funny! letch! pangalawa, bakit kailangang maging tatlo ung pic na isu submit bukas eh clear namang ISA LANG?! nangdadamay ba ng ka badtripan yung isang taga obando bulacan? KAINIS! aish!

just randomly talking about me…

okay my father maybe cool and osm and everything but sometimes he annoys me sooo much.

kung hindi si lola ang nagpapatigil saakin sa pag gamit kay tamtam, siya ang pumapalit. hindi niya ba alam na mas mabuti ng nasa harap ako ng computer kaysa naman nasa labas ako at nakikipag party sa mga taong plastic? kesa naman naninigarilyo ako o kaya naman nag da drugs. kesa naman naghahanap ako ng lalaki sa tabi tabi…

AIGOOOOOO~

ang kulit talaga ni ama!!! ><

Goodluck na lang saakin tmr, may interview, medical pa ako. at kung papalarin baka magkita kami ni manager pauwie… para kumain ng ice cream. sana, sana nga matuloy.

natatakot na ako sa medical… natatakot na din ako sa release ng grades… ang baking, bartending at ACCOUNTING!!!

is this the end of my career?

and my acnes are all annoying me… i want to get rid of them.. aigoo~

Formspring updates.

Hello it’s Black Saturday today.

nothing to do. I checked my formspring and tadaaa! zero. so i’ll just post this

sweetest fiction character.

He was quiet for a moment before he started again. “I want to leave.” 

“What? What’s wrong with you?” 

He lowered his eyes and said, “The longer I stare at you, the more…I want to kiss you.” 

He behaved like a child who was in need for some affection. A really cute one. 

I forced my smile back. “Then don’t look at me.” 

“You’ll get mad at me for not looking at you because you’ll think that I’m looking at other girls.” 

“What? Who told you that?” 

“I just know.” 

“I don’t care. I want us to end this dance first.” 

“You don’t care if I look at other girls?” 

“No,” I lied. In fact I did care. I was more bothered by the fact that he was destroying the romantic moment that he claimed we have. 

“But I care.” 

I finally pulled away from him, growing frustrated. “Why?” 

“Because if I’m not looking at you, you’ll look at other guys.” 

“Ugh!!” 


-excerpt from My PingPong Boy Written by: (master)Amaranth/Moe 

Awwww!! i miss Park Jung Sang so much!!!!
Where art thou my pingpong Boy?